It is heartbreaking to read one of my Facebook wall’s comments telling me that not every mummy has the nipple to do the job. I was quite taken aback with the comment. Knowing that this commenter has a very little knowledge in breastfeeding.
It reminds me of myself few years back. How ignorant and selfish I was.. Not even bother to googled what was breastfeeding all about! painlessly gave up on my son during his 1st few hours of life....kept telling my self a very malicious reason that I couldn't breastfeed due to my flat nipples! Even at this point, my eyes are cloud with tears. I feel sooooo...very guilty towards Aree.. I have denied his every right! I wasted away his best nutrition ever! How can I make it up to him?
To my Aree...Mummy just wanted to let you know that how sorry I am..I would give anything..my life, my soul...just to make it up to you....huhuhuhu
Till then..
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