Ryan Turns 4 months old today!

Time flies so fast!! I did not even realize that my little Ryan turns 4 months old today.

That means, my journey of exclusive breastfeeding has been on going for 4 months! yea! big hugs for me.. ;p

Hmm.. at 4 months old:

• Weigh almost 8 kg ++ (I guess) because, at 4 months no immunization schedule is set, so I based on our visit to Dr, last 2 weeks where he weighted 7.8 Kg
• His neck is almost 80% strong..ya ka..? ya la bah tu..
• Still cranky when comes to his napping time.controllable? urrgggh...how do i tackle? let him in his world la...what to do? give him my boobs also cry, give him bottle feed also cry, kasi buai also cry, simpan di katil also cry...last last i just let him cry and kasi baring...then pandai tidur sendiri...hmmm...
• When in good mood, he talks, laughs and smiles a lot!! i like..............
• He loves to see his surrounding, especially in the car, he loves to see outside.. even though mengantuk - ngantuk pun masih mau tinguk sini sana..
• He loves to sucks the whole of his hand.
• Most of his hair has fallen down. end up with I asked my auntie to kasi gondol his kepala..he looks cute anyway..hahahahha...
• Aree loves his brother sooo...much..i think he can't even live without him..every time if his little brother cry, he will always says "jangan la nangis Ryan, mummy tidak marah la.." hahahahha..very funny..it always makes me smile when he says that. 

That's my boys...I love them both!

Hehehe...18xxx....montel nya my son ni..

 Look at his smile...really make

 my day       

                          God has sent these 2 angels into my

                          life....what 's life without them
                          both!

                                           Aree yang hansem...

Till then..

Valentine..oh Valentine...

Big V- day is just around the corner. Since it falls together with CNY and most of florists are close on that day..Many of my colleagues have recieved a bouquet of flower in advance!

That's so sweet kan? i'm apparently so touch!especially when the husband give it to the wife, attached with a touching note, simple but touch! hmmmm.....eh' eh' dia ni..orang yang dapat bunga dia pulak yang excited... jealous ka apa si Ann? ndak la...memang in my point of view, it's such a waste of money..but 50-50 maybe..want or don't want.hahahah...

Hmmm..I think it's our nature la bah tu..women's heart ..simply melt down if we got something which is unexpected especially from their beloved husband and kids...

Oppss...It's not that i'm asking and I know our budget is quite tight..but..it's the thought that count bah kan...

Tll then...

3 Months Bf Achievment

Hehehee....look what i get?? it's a cert from myself to myself.... this, keep my spirit sky rocket...

I'm So proud of My self..

BF issue

It is heartbreaking to read one of my Facebook wall’s comments telling me that not every mummy has the nipple to do the job. I was quite taken aback with the comment. Knowing that this commenter has a very little knowledge in breastfeeding. 

It reminds me of myself few years back. How ignorant and selfish I was.. Not even bother to googled what was breastfeeding all about! painlessly  gave up on my son during his 1st few hours of life....kept telling my self  a very malicious reason that I couldn't breastfeed due to my flat nipples! Even at this point, my eyes are cloud with tears. I feel sooooo...very guilty towards  Aree.. I have denied his every right! I wasted away his best nutrition ever! How can I make it up to him?

To my Aree...Mummy just wanted to let you know that how sorry I am..I would give anything..my life, my soul...just to make it up to you....huhuhuhu

Till then..